grinderpea!

so i've been working for a week, and seriously am still not used to it yet. the first 2 days were really happening with meetings and conferences at all the high-class places, so it was quite exciting. however, those great 2 days made the next 2 days feel 197103874901 times more mundane than they actually were and there were many occasions when i found myself either just stoning or merely counting down to dismissal! ):

i mean my bosses, colleagues and other people are really nice and understanding, and the company and environment are both great, but its just me. seriously i totally felt like quitting right after the first day at work!!! how horrible is that right? haish i just cant imagine myself waking up super early in the morning everyday, spending more than half a day at work, coming back really late in the evening and just wanting to collapse immediately right after i reach home! >.< just an example, i was too tired that i forgot to spin my daily bonus omg! ): so yeah, i just hate not being able to do the things i want, wear the clothes i like and be with the people i love. haha and oh now i truly understand why people tgif! :D

well, i hope things will get better. actually everything has gotten better already since friday as i got to talk to more people and know more abt the culture in the company. to be honest, this is a great place with great opportunities! i think i will be just fine!! (: