hall 10 foc - fright night!

yesterday was the longest day that i'd ever had since the day i was born. i shall summarise what happened in point form because i'm just too lazy to describe everything in details.

* went for INSTEP information session with sock in school

* had lunch with sock and loan in school

* rushed to little india to join amazing race

* went around with foc people looking VERY INTELLECTUAL in my nerdy specs

* went for tuition

* met sock at choa chu kang at 10 pm

* went for hall 10 fright night at some abandoned army camp

* scared the hell out of sock and gilbert (my partners for the fake and real ones respectively) and some of the ghosts

* reached home and slept at 4 am

* woke up at 7 am for work

* worked till 6pm

* had dinner with mush till 9 pm

so yeah, thats pretty much what happened since yesterday. i was really amazed at how i could stay up until 4 am without feeling very tired or sleepy. indeed at 3 am, i was actually quite high and screamy haha. i was just a bit hungry then! :D and i survived the whole day today with just 3 hours of sleep! at work, i felt perfectly fine. however, after dinner, my whole body was a bit feverish and i was too exhausted to do anything. roaaar i guess i should go to bed now because i still have work tmr and am going back to foc after work for mark's birthday and sp night (whatever that means!) :D

be strong, qp, be strong! (:

ps. i like my hall and the people! (:

pss. my schedule this week is driving me mad! :(

psss. sorry edwin and ching wei, i promise i will complete my looooong overdue tasks soon!

you're beautiful!

a few days ago, the radio channel which the driver was listening to suddenly played a sound track from you're beautiful when i was sitting on the ntu shuttle bus. at first i couldnt recall which drama it was from because i just watched way too many korean dramas haha. after a while, when i realised that it was from you're beautiful, i immediately had an urge to re-watch the drama! :D so yeah, for the last few days, i've been meeting one of my boyfriends again through the show! ;) and now as i watch the show again, i think that the other two guys are quite cute too! :D i just love this show!!! after finishing this, i might even consider re-watching personal taste! you might think it is a waste of time, but at least, they help me keep my mind off things which i dont want to think about at this moment.

haiz now i am experiencing the problem of having too many choices! i have so many boyfriends now that i cant decide who i should love more! >.<

qp, a bee.

just stop it already! i'm so pissed right now that i feel as if i could explode any moment. why do i have to work so hard for? why am i so constantly worried that i cant even sleep properly at night? why must i wake up so early in the morning even when i have nothing on? there are so many questions in my head for which i cant seem to find any answer. i thought you understood and sympathised with me. i thought i could tell you abt my problems and ask you for advice. i thought talking to you would give me some peace of mind after a long day. but apparently not! you're just adding more weight to the already so heavy burden that i am having on my shoulders at the moment. seriously, just stop it already okay?!

after having done a presentation about personal accountabilily just a few days ago and knowing that i shouldnt ask 'why' questions because they lead to a victim thinking, i know i shouldnt be having all these negative thoughts in my mind. haiz i guess i have no choice but to continue working my bee-ish ass off! arghhh be positive, qp! everything will be alright!

Chị ong nâu nâu nâu nâu
Chị bay đi đâu đi đâu?
Bác gà trống mới gáy, ông mặt trời mới dậy
Mà trên những cành hoa em đã thấy chị bay.

Trời xanh xanh xanh xanh xanh xanh.
Chị ong bay nhanh bay nhanh,

Hoa nở những cánh thắm
Trên mình mật trĩu nặng,

Chị ong uốn mình qua nghiêng đôi cánh chào hoa.

Bé ngoan của chị ơi, hôm nay trời nắng tươi
Đường vui hoa phuợng đỏ, ngày ngày nhớ ôn bài.
Đừng quên cô giáo dặn, chăm học không nên lười.

because we wont stop staying SC, aw, GS, aw!

I FINALLY MET UNG AFTER 3 YEARS!!! if i am not wrong, the last time i saw her was in j1 in nush! haha now that feels like a century ago! :D before the meeting, i was a bit worried that things might be a little bit awkward since we had not seen each other for so long and we didnt have many things in common to talk about anymore, unlike last time. however, i'm glad that everything was just like how it used to be 4-5 years ago when we were in scgs/oldham together! (: sharleen the burung joined us as well, and we had a great time talking abt the past, catching up on the present and discussing abt the future! :D haha i cant help smiling to myself now as i think back on how we were planning for a reunion about 10 years from now when all of us would come with our husbands and children! omg thats scary! >.<

so yeah, here are a few photos that we took on sunday!

tired x 201672957389!!

i just came back from tuition. hicks the lesson only lasted for 2 hours but i spent like more than 4 hours on the train, getting there and coming back! :( i'm so tired that i just wanna drop dead now argggh!!! i must find some place which is convenient for both me and my tutee. if i have to travel to serangoon/yio chu kang every week for tuition, i'll just die, like seriously!! >.<

QP, a teacher!

i've started giving tuition for abt a month now. the agreement was to teach a sec 3 girl maths and chemistry. honestly i was like super nervous at first, as i couldnt remember any chemistry knowledge from O levels. on the first day, i got the biggest shock of my life when she took out her physics worksheet and started asking me questions from there! :( haha so after having to make wild guesses for almost the whole lesson, i quickly rushed off to buy 2 guidebooks, one in physics and one in chemistry. seriously, haha, i didnt even have any guidebook for myself when i was taking O levels. why now??? :D

everything is alright now. my tutee is a good girl and i like her a lot! :D giving tuition reminds me of one of my childhood dreams of being a teacher. i cant remember what happened to that dream. i think i gave up that dream because i thought that i was very impatient. haha however, apparently a lot of people say otherwise. haiz now i like being a teacher again! :( like i joke with my parents, if i can teach my brother, there's no one else in this world that i cant teach! :D haha maybe i should just transfer from nbs to nie!

hmm but i guess being a tutor is different from being a teacher. but i will seriously think about being a teacher in the future, like maybe after i retire or something! (: oh yeah, i just took up another assignment because the mother of the kid kept begging me although i had already refused. i don't really like this kid as much as the other one, but lets just hope that things will be fine, too! (:

LOAM.

what is LOAM? it used to be Life Of A Maid, but not anymore. since 8 August 2010, its been changed to Life Of A Mother and yes, that's my life right now. my parents and brother came here on 3/4 August. for a few days, we went to touristy places, went shopping, and went to my school and my brother's to visit.

everything was fine and everyone was happy (except for random occasions when my brother showed attitude as he was too tired of walking rounds and rounds in shopping malls!) until the evening of 7 August when my mother realised that she'd be going back home on the following day with just my father and her two little cats would stay in singapore. so she started emo-ing and crying which made me feel like emo-ing and crying too hicks! >.<

things got worse at the airport when we said our teary goodbyes and i supposed things must have gotten even worse than worse when my parents were on the plane and then at home afterwards. haha i heard from my father that my mother just couldn't stop crying after she passed the immigration and on the plane. my grandparents also told me the same thing happened when my parents visited them on the following day. on my side, things weren't much better. like my mother, i just couldn't stop my tears from flowing out of my eyes, like every 5 minutes! :( however, that was the situation till yesterday. now everything's alright! :D i'm strong i know!

so yeah, from now onwards, i promise that i will be the best sister ever continue to be the best sister ever while still trying to live my life as it used to be. hey you, i will do my best to make things fall back to their original places. thanks for not minding this burden (!!!), for listening to me whining and crying, and for helping me make sense again after having all the most illogical thoughts one could ever have in her head. yes i am positive that everything will be fine soon. trust me, its not long till we can enjoy our pea-mush time again! (: