you're still the one.

i don't think of you often. but today when i accidentally see a few photos of you, i still feel my heart beat so fast in my chest. and then i know you're still not yet history. when am i going to get over you? >.<

i can never understand a human's heart, really. i am not sure about others, but mine is absolutely abnormal. how on earth do i like/love sooo many people at once? and the worst part of it is that some of them don't even know of my love. :( haiz, one-sided love(s) - my heartache(s)...

chocolate!

my chocolate addiction is so totally back, all thanks to the bar of meiji milk chocolate that my mom gave me at home during our 5-hour ride from hanoi to halong bay! :( i am eating a bar a day on average now! >.< please do not let my face be a pimple field!

acjc lms!

ha's laptop is currently playing acjc chapel songs and they just remind me so much of monday mornings in acjc years ago! so i went to google acjc chapel and i was directed to acjc website. at the top right hand corner, i saw my ID and password still saved there after so long! :D so i tried logging in (to be honest, i wasn't very optimistic that i would be able to log in!), and to my surprise, I COULD STILL LOG IN! :D i seriously don't even remember that lms actually existed and how to use it anymore, but it still remembers me! how sweet! this way, how could you expect acsians to not  be loyal to ac and love ac forever right? (:

NTUWL.

there's something wrong with my computer! :( it can almost never connect to the wireless network at NTU while there is perfectly no problem at all at home, mc donalds or any other place. actually it can detect the wireless network and connect to it, but it can't load any page after that. every time i try to load a page, my browser will automatically be directed to the ntu wireless log in page. after waiting for sooooo long, it then tells me that my connection is timed out! :( maybe my computer just don't like the cisco sytems web authentication whatever that ntu is using. haiz what do i do now? i don't think i can survive without internet. HELP PLEASEEE!!!

ps. i am now borrowing szeching's cable to use the internet for a few minutes. how very pathetic right? :(

7 dwarfs!

4 out of the 6 other dwarfs came back to singapore with me and we had a lot of fun during the 5 days which they spent in singapore. i know this happened quite a long time ago, but i realised that i hadn't blogged about it and nor had i posted any photos, so now i shall do the long overdue job! :D

i've never felt so so so touristy before until your trip! :D haha but i was happy, too! thanks for coming to visit me and spend time with me. next year we can go somewhere else together, like maybe go to australia and visit heo beo or something! (:

ps. sorry for some reasons i just feel like bloggy today! :D

pss. oh nooo where are the other photos? i uploaded like 13 photos but only 2 appeared! what happened? :(

best brother ever!

i think i have the best brother in the universe! i can never imagine how someone could stand me like he does! i swear if i were to be the most annoying monster in this whole wide world, he must have been the kindest angel! I LOVE MY BROTHER!!! (: come here quick, tiểu thư! :D i promise i will be even nicer than i already am and won't make you do all the housework that i always scare you haha!

young/old?

i took a long train ride alone yesterday and for some reasons, i wasn't exactly very tired or sleepy. i didn't bring my earphones either, so i couldn't listen to music or radio. neither did i bring a book out (you know me, it's just not my habit to do so!) :( as a result, i didn't have anything to do throughout the entire journey. after spending some time observing random people on the train, when the train went underground at red hill, i started doing something which i thought was ultra weird, OBSERVING MYSELF/MY REFLECTION!!!

haiz i shouldn't have done so, because after looking at myself for a while, i suddenly realised that i actually looked my age now! :( to be more direct, I DON'T LOOK YOUNG ANYMORE/ I LOOK OLD/ I LOOK MATURE! :( however i phrase it, it still sounds very painful and i am totally crying now! >.<

do you see a young lady or an old woman when you look at this picture? i kept seeing a young lady, and only after reading the caption, i started looking for the old woman and finally found her. does it mean that i still have a young and optimistic soul ie i am still young ie i look young? please tell me that i do!

what do you remember?

met up with the lifeguards yesterday! (: the gathering was, as usual, superbly awesome! acjc lifeguards are seriously the best group of people anyone could ever dream of to have as cca-mates and friends for life. i just love them to pluto and back! (haha i just learnt this phrase today and decided to put it into some use!) :D

we had lots of fun. it was one of the most complete outings ever (people who came are rachel, addy, haohao, pengpeng, sylvia, weiyi, jovia, perlin,  oreo, jiajun, neville and me!) we simply celebrated sylvia's and weiyi's birthdays (and their soon-to-be wedding anniversary too!) :D we didn't really camwhore a lot. i guess its due to the absence of some people (you know who you are but i feel like naming you here so QUYNH and MEIQI) :D however, i still managed to upload a photo album on its own instead of just adding random photos into the previous album.

while trying to think of a meaningful title for my album, i came across the video jiajun made for all of us after our nus competition 2 years ago but i suddenly realised something really important. yes it was just 2 years ago, but what do you remember happened back then? years from now, would you be able to remember what your timing for 3.15 was? would you be able to remember the stuff you learnt for the cpr test? would you be able to remember how well you did for your events during the comp? i guess not so many of us would. but what we will remember is our friendship that will last forever.

bad days.

the last few days have been filled with unlucky events! :( i don't know whether it's because there's something wrong with me, or whether it's because there's something wrong with the rest of the world. haiz i just hope that the next few days will be better. well, they must be! if not, i'll either scream or cry already! arghhhh!

just for record keeping purpose, i shall list all the bad things that have happened:

1. on the airplane, i knocked my head at the chair in front of mine and until now, there's still a lump on my head.

2. i didn't get the job for which i was interviewed.

3. i was informed at the very last minute that my room booking for my friends was not processed.

4. i lost money on stupidest reasons (phone card!!!).

5. mush and i were locked out of brother bear's office.

6. i have so much work to do for rms and i just cant seem to start.

haiz i shall not go on because doing so will just demoralise myself even more! :(  well, i shall look on the brighter sides and be positive!!! yes go peapea! (: btw i am at changi airport waiting for my friends while listening for 9x songs haha! :D