awake at 5 am.

its 5 freaking am in the place where i am right now, and i'm not having a project due, a paper or a job interview tmr. neither am i watching any korean show. i am not suffering from insomnia either. and yet, i am awake.

there used to be a so-called canal behind my house. but it was, hmm, buried. so now, behind my house is a road. my whole family used to look forward to the new road being opened which we should not have. THERE ARE SO MANY TRUCKS AND CARS AND MOTORBIKES ON THE ROAD 24/7 AND I CAN NEVER LIVE IN PEACE!!! yes, just now at 4 plus in the morning there was a truck running on that road and it suddenly broke down right in front of my house! >.< they tried to restart the engine but apparently they couldnt and it made so much noise. then they called a another van to come to repair the above mentioned truck, and they both made more noise! :( even though i closed 2 layers of windows and buried my head in my blanket despite the facts that (1) it was hot and (2) i couldnt breath, i still could hear the noise and hence couldnt continue sleeping! :(

they're lucky that i have to wake up early today anyways. if not, i'd have gone downstairs and maybe pour a full bucket of water onto their heads arghhhhh!

gay?

what do you do when your favourite boy of all times declares that he's gay? mine just did! :( i hope he wasn't serious!

personal taste!

I HAVE A NEW BOYFRIEND!!! I AM SO IN LOVE WITH HIM THAT I EVEN FORGOT MY EX-BOYFRIEND'S NAME OMG! >.<

So yeah, i'm spending my holidays at home now and i've spent the last 2-3 days watching PERSONAL TASTE/PREFERENCE! :D i even skipped my meals and slept very little and rushed home every time i went out so that i could finish it as fast as possible because i just couldnt stand keeping wondering that was going to happen. okay actually i knew what was going to happen, because this drama was quite a typical korean drama haha! but i still liked it nonetheless and one of the reasons was because i found my new boyfriend in this show! HE'S JUST SO CUTE, ESPECIALLY WHEN HE SMILES. seriously my heart just melts when i see his smile. and he looks cute even when he's sad! >.< OMG WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW?


this time, because this show was a newly released drama, i had to do through a lot of difficulties finding all the episodes because not all had been uploaded yet. the worst part was that i watched until episode 13 and then i couldnt find the next episodes with english subtitles anymore! :( desperate, i had no choice but to watch those with VIETNAMESE SUBTITLES!!! i think i'm weird because now when i watch shows in vietnamese/with vietnamese subtitles, i keep translating everything into english in my mind. but whatever! and this is one of the first few times when i think its good to be bilingual! :D i shall study chinese more properly so that i could be trilingual!

but anyways i think i should stop watching korean shows because they keep making me fantasize about things like "you're my one and only love" and happy endings and etc, you know, like things that don't really happen in reality. a lot of people have already told me that i'm a bit delusional haha and i think i'll just get worse if i continue watching all these shows! haiz but i just cant help it! :( aaargh now i'm thinking of watching CINDERELLA'S SISTER! should i?

sick.

gosh i hate being sick. at first it was headache and muscle-ache. then it developed into a sore throat somehow. then fever. then cough. then now runny nose. whats next? :(

home again!

hello i'm at home again! today's journey was probably the most exciting among the the flights that i have taken from singapore to hanoi.

1) i was on the same plane as someone whom i thought was lee hsien loong! :D so when the plane landed, it went to an isolated terminal with a lot of flags for the VIPs to alight first. i saw like 10 nice black cars with singapore flags going all the way to the plane door at fetch them. and there were a lot of policemen escorting them too! so cool! after that, they had someone to help them collect their luggages! :( i've decided that it shall be a goal for me to work towards!

2) the pilot was trying to be funny but i think no one really got his joke! after the plane landed, he made one announcement saying that there would be a group of passengers who would be alighting at a remote area first while the second group of passengers would be stopping at the usual terminal. then he said something like "dont worry, i'll be in the second group!" :D

3) i had a sore throat on saturday because i ate too much ice kachang and drank too cold milk tea! :( then after that, it somehow developed into a fever and my whole body was aching. i was so worried that i might be quarantined at the airport. thankfully, i took a flu tablet after having lunch on the plane, so the fever temporarily subsided and i safely walked pass the temperature monitoring machine at the airport! :D yay to me!

4) the sick mi waited for 40-50 minutes at the luggage place to collect my luggages. i had two, one of which came out much earlier than the other. it was the bigger one, yet less important because it mostly contained things that i bought for other people. all my clothes were in the smaller luggage which was the last to come out because i checked in really early today! roar next time i shall be the last person to check in so my luggages would come out first!!!

still coughing and a bit feverish! :( i shall sleep soon, so hopefully i'll recover faster. i dont know to spend my holiday being sick at home! >.<

house.

i should just buy a house, seriously! >.<

conversation!

"can i call you?"
"i guess so..."
"i guess i'll just start dialing and see how it goes."

i couldnt help smiling when i saw these messages! i was feeling a bit feverish and having a headache just now (i think i studied too much!) but not anymore!!!

arghhh!

argh i so dislike you!!! i swear i really i wanted to pretend as if i were drunk so that i could walk sideways and step on your foot or kick you or push you really hard when i saw you in the hall after FM paper today! what's with you and your wearing of MY school's shirts? i know acjc is now almost like a brand, but it's not like any random person can wear acjc collegiates okay?!? i saw you wear our red collegiate during tutorials, and today yellow. should i expect to see you in our blue collegiate during Accounting paper tmr? oh and do you have our ACJC 100% original shirt too?

arghhh i'm so irritated right now, so irritated that i can't even focus on studying for my accounting and hr papers tmr. i don't know why i get so annoyed over such a seemingly small thing, but i just am! :( but seriously, i can't imagine myself wearing hc/rj/vj/nj/whatever jc shirts walking around in ntu or anywhere else. how can some people just wear ac shirts around shamelessly especially when they're not even from acs or acjc for a single second of their lives? if a nice person wears my school's shirt, i think i won't complain as much. hmm but when it was worn by ...

peace! (:

i did something that i had used to doing very frequently in AC last time but have not been doing lately, stoning at the bleachers! (: the place and the surroundings were all different, but the feeling was still the same. it was so nice to just sit there, enjoying the occasional breeze while looking at a very very green field with people running from one corner of it to another every now and then.

here are some pictures so that you can see the similarities and differences between AC bleachers and NTU bleachers! (:

AC bleachers! (:

NTU bleachers! (:

i guess i came to the bleachers more last time because it was very accessible and i often had a lot of free time to burn, like in between lessons, before training or before exam papers. now the SRC isn't exactly very near to my hall or the places that i usually visit in NTU and neither do i have a lot of free time. haha but i shall come to the bleachers more often, just to spend some qp-time and enjoy a peace of mind! (:

facebook/iphone addict!

hicks seriously i just feel like slapping myself really hard now! i'm supposed to be studying but guess what? before dinner, i was hooked on sock's iphone, playing henhouse and blowfish (oh and there's this new game called birdstrike too!). after dinner, like now, i can't get myself off facebook because i'm trying so hard to break chin khai's high score in crazy taxi! :( and the reason why he played and broke my high score was because he saw my high score on my facebook page. haha this is like a viscous cycle! argh maybe i really should consider deactivating my facebook account for a week! :( and i should virus-ise sock's iphone or something. anyways i made the right decision not taking my mom's iphone! :D i'm so proud of myself!