i hate it when i emo, but i dont know why i keep emo-ing in school these days. during lessons, i just cant help but think of lifeguards and stuff. whats wrong with me? people have been telling me that its not like i'm not gonna see my lifeguards friends around anymore or what. but still...
when i packed my bag and was about to go to school this morning, i felt that i forgot to bring something. and i realised that i forgot my shoe bag. however, after a while, i just suddenly remembered that there'd be no training today.
during gp lesson, ms S asked us to sign up for at least one gp enrichment lecture. i wanted to go for the 'dark continent' one in the afternoon, but thought i couldnt go because of training. then again, i was like, "oh yeah, no more training already!"
the gp enrichment lecture was, in no way, helpful! in the lecture theatre, i kept staring at the clock and thinking to myself, "normally i should be changing now," "normally i should be applying sunblock now," and "normally i should be doing warm-up now." arghh i almost cried in the lecture theatre! after the lecture ended, i went to the bleachers and stoned there for a while. as i saw people plunging off from the boards in the swimming pool, i couldnt help but...
oh no this is taking way to long! how long more will i take to be back to normal? please dont tell me that i'll take this _______________________ long!
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