after meeting 3 of them today, i just suddenly felt really sad on way back to hall. i knew i shouldn't but i just couldn't help it. it was my decision which i believed would be the best in the long run thanks to all the so very convincing reasons that i came up with. however, in the short run (and by "short run", i meant a period of 1-2 hours after the occurrence of an event), i just couldn't seem to run away from this old sickness called withdrawal syndrome.
i have no idea why this must always happen to me and seriously i really hate myself every time it happens! >.< although i keep telling myself to stop attaching too much emotion to the people/things around me, actually doing so doesn't seem to come easily. haha its funny now to think back what happened about a year ago, when i still complained about those people almost everyday right? :D
hmmm maybe its just impossible for me to stop being myself!
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