someone like you.

"imagine a future moment in your life where all your dreams come true. you know it's the greatest moment of your life and you get to experience it with one person. who's standing next to you?"

i used to know very clearly and very surely who would be standing next to me when all my dreams come true, or should i say, when all our dreams come true. but now i can't say the same anymore. if i could turn back time to the happy/ unhappy days of 2008, or even 2009 and 2010, i certainly would but am i able to? no i am not. so what should i do now? i should be stronger than this, i know, i should and i don't wanna be a person that needs help but i feel all alone.

there comes a time when everything in life goes off course. in this desperate moment, who will you be? will you let down your defenses, and find solitude in someone unexpected? will you reach out? will you face your greatest fears bravely, and move forward with faith? or will you succumb to the darkness in your soul?

sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and maybe the future too!

on a side note, time has never passed by so slowly before! for the past few hours, i've been lying here wishing that dawn would bring some sunlight soon but all i've seen is just a dark cloudless sky and, sadly, with neither moon nor stars.