last night i had insomnia which, in normal circumstances, would have been no big deal because it happened on a rather regular basis. however, what made last night's insomnia different from other nights' was that it was accompanied by the unbearable feeling of anxiety (you know, like the weird feeling in your stomach) which helped me awake for the whole night imagining what could possibly have gone wrong.
worried, i called my mom early in the morning to check whether something was wrong at home and hearing her say that she couldn't sleep for the whole night because of the same thing totally freaked me out and made the both of us 10 million times more worried since something bad might have happened/ would happen everytime we experienced insomnia+anxiety at the same time.
remember the nightmare which rudely awakened me in the middle of the night not too long ago? yes, that was the first thing that came to my mind this morning and i burst out in tears almost immediately while still on the phone with my mom. paranoid mother and daughter then started contacting people close to our hearts to check whether everyone was fine.
fortunately, everything was and still is alright! (:
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