dreams.

i had at least 3 dreams last night and now i still remember most of them vividly which is rather weird because usually i don't remember my dreams.

the first dream was about 2sb4 or, to be more exactly, animal farm. in the dream, we were all back to AC all over again just like how everything was 2 years ago. it felt so real that i thought i was really still a JC student studying for A levels. maybe deep down inside, my sub-conscious secretly wishes to be back to JC times as it was so much more fun and so much less stressful. haha or maybe i just miss my animal farm. the last time i saw them was like, funorama?

the second dream was about supercats. if i remember correctly, we were just having dinner and gossiping like always in the dream. haha yay i'll be meeting all of them for a home-cooked dinner later! so happppppy!

the third dream was the weirdest of all! i dreamt that I GOT MARRIED TO MY 'HUSBAND'!! OMG SO STRANGE!!! i totally freaked out when i woke up! i guess i've been too traumatised by the unusual thought about him being ___ and my own imagination. hicks what do i do now? the thought is constantly haunting me, even in my dream! :(

289th!

i've had the urge to blog so badly over the last few days but i knew if i blogged, the entry would have been an emo post due to various reasons and since it'd be the special 289th entry, i'd rather not blog at all than fill the blog with my emo-ness! taadaa finally today is here and the happy pea is back lalala! why am i happy? i also have no idea but i've been super high since afternoon! :D :D :D

so, after spending the whole of my (non-existent) recess week on project meetings, briefings and cca activities, and still going for 5-hour dinners at weekends and then finally freaking out last night over investments mid-term test, i've realised that i seriously need to manage my time more wisely. hence, this special entry shall be on my new term's resolutions! applying the SMART rule of goal setting, my resolutions are as follows:

1. i shall read ALL my lecture notes and required readings in the textbooks by the end of the week.

2. i shall do ALL my tutorials diligently before the lessons.

3. i shall finish my project tasks promptly.

4. i shall complete ALL the outstanding rms stuff within ONE week from the date they arise.

5. i shall spend at most an hour on facebook everyday (on a cumulative basis).

6. i shall spend at most an hour on msn everyday (unless it's for project discussion).

7. i shall spend at most an hour talking on the phone everyday.

8. i shall eat at least 5 apples, 5 oranges and 5 bananas a week.

9. i shall drink at least 1 litre of water everyday.

10. i shall sleep at least 8 hours a day.
11. i shall run at least once a week.
12. i shall swim at least once a week.

this picture above has nothing to do with the content of this post. i just thought it was cute, that's all! from this time/day onwards, i shall try to keep to all the promises i've made to myself above! i shall be a changed pea! i shall make myself proud of myself! (:

here's another random picture! :D

after spending days playing nbs parking craze, i'm finally a parking expert! :D however, i only reached level 4 (that's sad, i know!) but its okay. i shall not be too addicted to online games and distractions like this anymore from now until the end of this semester. i am so academically focused now i know right? ;)

hungry? not anymore!

i was so hungry just now.

i didn't feel like eating snacks, biscuits or chips.

i didn't have any proper food in hall.

i was too lazy to go out for supper.

i emo-ed in the room alone because sock wasn't there.

i told linh about my hunger which exacerbated it even more because we couldn't stop fantasising about all the things that we wanted to eat.

and then i called mush and ...

TADA I HAD SEW MAI AND CHAR SIEW BAO DELIVERED TO MY DOORSTEP! :D

i am so full now that i can barely breath and its almost 11 already! :( but at least, if i die now, i'll still be a happy spirit! :D

brother cats!

hurhur i suddenly have 2 new brother cats today and they say i can come and talk to them anytime!!! this marks the end of the endless years being the oldest not just in the family but also the extended families of both father and mother sides! i am so happy now! :D :D :D

haha i think this picture is just so retarded retarded retarded but cute cute cute!

outlook!

yay my outlook is finally working! :D :D :D my rms-finance account has undergone a major renovation and is super organised and looks so much better now. the emails i am going to send will also be much more qp-ish compared to previously, as now i am free to change the font, size and colour as i wish and also bold, italise and underline all i want! :D :D :D this is great, really and i've never been happier before! thanks weewee, you're the best (even better than kiwi!) :D

oh no, i just added in my rms signature but the pictures cant be seen! :( this is bad, i shall try to figure out how to make the logo and the facebook thing and the twitter thing appear on my own! i have confidence in my IT skills this time! :D

i used to live alone before i knew you.

is it true that missing someone gets easier everyday because even though it is one day further from the last time you saw each other, it is one day closer than the next time you will? it sounds very nice and all, but i dont think its true, at least not for me. haiz its been just one day and i feel as if it had been a millennium. i just suck, i know! :(

notes to self: 1) be independent, 2) appreciate what you have.

priorities!

okay this post has been in my draft for a few days but i haven't found the time to complete it yet. haiz i guess i shouldnt be too lazy and instead, complete this post before i forget what i originally wanted to write. so yeah, the thing here is that i was talking to yellowsunflower on msn the other day and somehow the topic of time came up. he told me he used to do this and that but not anymore because he couldn't afford the time and wanted to do this and that but couldn't because of the same reason. so i asked him, "would you ever have the time?"

indeed, we often ask ourselves why there is so little time to do anything in university while there used to be so much time previously in secondary school/jc. similarly, we also ask some others why they always seem so free and have so much more time than we do. however, i'm quite certain that most of us do realise that we still have 24 hours a day now, just like in the past and everyone has the same 24 hours a day. the difference is how we allocate our time between the many activities that we are involved in, or in other words, set our priorities.

i am not a high flyer, so getting first class honours/ joining 10 ccas/ doing 10 internships do not really matter to me, or at least, not yet. i just want to be a happy person with a happy life. thats why i spend a lot of my time talking to people, meeting my friends, or just doing random things. people may think that doing such things is a waste of time, but to me, those occasions are when my time is best spent! (:

having said all of the above, i still cant deny the fact that i am a full-time matriculated student at nanyang business school, nanyang technological university! :( maybe i should spend my recess week rearranging my priority list!

rmsms!

rmsms was really effective today! i managed to finish last semester's aa102 quizzes and read through some of the bf215 notes. hmm now that i've just listed out the things i did, it doesnt seem that effective haha, but i'm sure i would have been able to do that much if i were to go back hall. yay this is good! there should be more rmsms! at this rate, i think a gpa of 5.0 or even 6.0 this semester is within my reach (NOT!) haha! :D

initially when i first suggested this idea, i felt a bit guilty because it was a lifeguards thing. however, now i don't feel so bad anymore. good things should be shared right? (: if more people adopt this concept, the world will be a wonderful place with love everywhere, just exactly like how lifeguards used to be and and rms is.

its been so long since...

... i had lunch with lifeguards.
... i studied at starbucks while people-watching.
... i had a long and proper talk with one of my girlfriends.

I DID ALL OF THE THINGS I HAVEN'T DONE FOR SO LONG TODAY! (: if only life could be this simple then i'd be the happiest girl on earth!

conformists.

I am supposed to be working on my BF219 project but just can’t focus because what is happening around me is a total distraction. I just can’t imagine why some people can be so insensitive to the extent that it is evil. It’s hard to understand how torturing others is so enjoyable to them. Okay, maybe most of them do not find it pleasurable, but those people are just conforming to something deemed as the norm, the tradition, or the popular practice as everyone else is doing it.

I am in no good position to evaluate or criticise their actions. We’re all old enough to decide what is right and what is wrong. I’ve decided for myself that I’d rather be the odd one out rather to going against my principles just to be part of the “big happy family”.