unwell.

horrible horrible horrible day!!! after the gum infection got better, i thought i could sleep peacefully at night. but noooo, i was so so so wrong! when i was lying down and about to sleep at 11pm last night, my stomach suddenly felt weird and then it continued hurting for the next 2 hours, after which i couldn't take it anymore and went to vomit. and that was also what happened for the whole night, until like 5am when i finally managed to fall asleep. at 6am, the stomachache woke me up again! ):

haish i swear that i'd rather just die last night. if there's only one thing that i can't stand in this world, its pain, especially physical pain since my tolerance for pain is almost zero. hmm actually there are a lot of other things which i can't stand also but never mind about them first. anyways anyways, i even wanted to go a&e last night, that was how bad it was. phew, luckily it seems okay now. i'll just bring my medicine along wherever i go, just in case.

haha i'm so whiny right? i wonder how people around me can bear with me! i've received a lot of feedback recently, but do you think i seriously care? no i dont! :D

hamster pea!

i woke up with a swollen gum today! ): and the right side of my face was as fat as that of a hamster. but that's not the worst thing. what's more horrible is that i couldn't really talk/ drink/ eat/ laugh at all. whenever i moved my facial muscles, it hurt like a lot. but guess what? i'm perfectly fine now! :D to be still alive now, there are a few people that i would like to thank:

• nguyen quoc anh for calling nguyen quynh anh and getting scolded by her
• nguyen quynh anh for prescribing the superb antibiotics which took effect within an hour
• koh pei jun, alvin for helping me buy mee sua and herbal tea
• liau chin khai for helping me buy porridge
• muhammad wahidin bin wahid for being such a naggy little sister

i feel so loved! :D and those two little boys (#3 and #4) are way too cute haha!

knee...

the weather has been really unpredictable over the last few days. its strangely cold, not just at night but in the day as well because it keeps raining. haish this is not good at all! ): when there's a weather change from hot to cold, my right knee often reacts adversely, like it hurt a little the other day when i went jogging after the rain and it felt rather weird just now when i was climbing the stairs from south spine to north spine in school. oh no what's happening? i barely remember that there used to be something wrong with one of my knees when i was smaller, but i can't exactly recall which knee it was and what actually happened. meow time to consume more calcium! :D meiji chocolate milk is love yo!



heow!

argh i know i shouldn't be too easily affected by external circumstances but seriously some people are just getting into my nerves and i honestly can't concentrate on whatever i'm supposed to do anymore although i'm trying very hard to be cool. how horrible!!! >.< i just feel like screaming really loudly right now! boom boom bish!

fire/water

there are two groups of people in this world - one consists of 'fire' people who just boil your blood while the other is made up of 'water' people who simply calm you down. there's no way to determine whether the 'fire' people or the 'water' people are better. i'm hydrophylic and hence biased, so of course i prefer the 'water' people (it should be pretty obvious since this post is so clearly prejudicial against the 'fire' people). okay this is purely random, don't think too much about it! ;)

jar of hearts.

who do you think you are?

running around leaving scars

collecting your jar of hearts

and tearing love apart...

to swim or not to swim?

falling.

i have a strong tendency to fall down when walking up/down stairs these days. i've almost lost my balance three times on three consecutive days! ): what's wrong? am i just careless and clumsy or is something scary happening inside? >.< mi is slightly worried!



left handers!

i'm so bored in class and can't bring myself to pay attention to whatever the professor is saying, so i'm spending my time observing random people in the classroom. out of the many things i notice, something stands out - there's a left hander!!! and that's how my weird attraction to left-handers is back to haunt me! >.<

just a random fact, 13 august is international left-handers' day! :D

break-up?

must break-ups always be seen as a negative thing? well, i guess most of the time, they have unhappy endings and either or both of the parties involved are left heart-broken. however, i don't see the need to generalise this kind of ending to all situations! i believe that if you're cool enough, you will be able to emerge out of a break-up stronger than before since you've learnt valuable lessons which are difficult to be taught in any other way. and ending a relationship also means starting up another relationship and opening up a new chapter of our life. who knows? this new relationship and new chapter might be 10000 times better than the last. isn't this a happy ending too?