qp, a bee.

just stop it already! i'm so pissed right now that i feel as if i could explode any moment. why do i have to work so hard for? why am i so constantly worried that i cant even sleep properly at night? why must i wake up so early in the morning even when i have nothing on? there are so many questions in my head for which i cant seem to find any answer. i thought you understood and sympathised with me. i thought i could tell you abt my problems and ask you for advice. i thought talking to you would give me some peace of mind after a long day. but apparently not! you're just adding more weight to the already so heavy burden that i am having on my shoulders at the moment. seriously, just stop it already okay?!

after having done a presentation about personal accountabilily just a few days ago and knowing that i shouldnt ask 'why' questions because they lead to a victim thinking, i know i shouldnt be having all these negative thoughts in my mind. haiz i guess i have no choice but to continue working my bee-ish ass off! arghhh be positive, qp! everything will be alright!

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