life is a torture!

i thought examination period was the darkest period of my life, but i was wrong. post-examination period is just equally, if not more, torturous! :( here are the things that make me come to this conclusion:

1. hall is becoming like a haunted place as it is always so frighteningly quiet and seriously lacks liveliness. as much as i used love the serenity of hall at weekends when everyone wasn't around, the same tranquility is now scaring me and i absolutely have no idea why! :( i think i'm too used to always having at least 2 refugees in my room during examination period! although they were irritating as they always stopped me from playing tetris, their presence kept me through 2 weeks of nightmares. omg i think i miss the -ie(s)! what do i do now?? :(

2. i have such a loooooooooong to-do list and looking at it makes me wanna puke! over the last 3 days i've only managed to tick 2 of the things listed in there and completing those two tasks was not achieved with ease. okay so the other day, i took out all the tops/shirts/blouses from my wardrobe wishing to rearrange them in an organised manner. after laying everything on my bed, i got distracted and went to watch 2 movies. when i finally finished the second movie, it was already 12ish and sock needed to sleep because she'd have a morning paper the next day, so i had no choice but to sleep with all my tops/shirts/blouses still on my bed. trust me, it wasn't such a pleasant experience as i almost drowned in my own clothes! :(

3. i go shopping like everyday and now i am having a deficit! :( my heart ached so badly yesterday when i had to scissors-paper-stone with my friend to decide whether to buy a top or two and i lost, not just once or twice, but three times! :( i really want to go shopping again, because zara/ bershka/pull&bear/stradivarius sales are launched today but i promised to myself that i would not buy anything else till the end of 2011 and the thought of going window shopping is just so suffocating! :(

so yeah, thats how life my life is now! its weird, i know, but i just wish i were still revising for my exams! >.<