life.

its scary how fast time flies.

i still remember when i was still in primary school, which was like 15 years ago, i went back to my grandfather's house after school every single day to have lunch with him. i also still remember when he remarried and moved away to a far far away place, which was like 10 years ago, i cried because i was so worried that i wouldn't get to see him everyday like i had been used to. and of course, i still remember when i was home for lunar new year, which was like just earlier this year, i politely requested him to do this and that for me and he did every single thing i asked for without any complaints.

i'm extremely biased. but i guess it's just natural for us to prefer some people over some others, even though all of them are equally important to us. so yeah, i am a little bit closer to my maternal grandparents, no my grandfather, to be more precise and i still miss my grandmother horribly and want to talk to her in my dreams at times. but the truth is still that i love all my grandparents.

the news just suddenly made me realise that i had been so busy with my own life and worried about insignificant things lately that i didn't have time to be concerned about the people extremely important to me. the thought of not being able to see anyone of them again just scares me, like a lot. i really respect my senior and my friend for being able to go through such a horrible thing and still be strong. rawr i shouldn't be thinking about negative things which shall not happen. i hope all is well!