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Saturday, April 30, 2011

sacrificial love?

at present i can proudly say that i love tetris battle, i really do. however, would i still be able to openly declare my love for tetris battle in the day when:

(1) i don't mind staying in for the whole day to play tetris battle instead of  having dinner with my family/ going out to meet my friends whom i have not seen for very long.

(2) i'm too focused on a game of tetris battle that i don't bother about any call/text message from anyone anymore.

(3) tetris battle is the only thing in my mind so neither do i bother remembering a dinner appointment i've made earlier nor care to ask myself whether the person whom i'm supposed to meet for dinner is hungry or has eaten.

(4) although its getting late and i should be going elsewhere, i cant leave my computer because someone keeps challenging me in tetris battle and i'm very confident that i can win the person.

(5) i will continue playing tetris battle despite my family/friends telling me to stop.

what a great sacrificial love! indeed sacrificial loves are respectable. however, if i go to such extent to sacrifice for tetris battle, i dont think i would be able to call it sacrificial love anymore. do you know what i'd call it? its an ADDICTION! but then again, of course, i would not admit that i'm addicted to tetris battle (like duh, which addict ever admits that he's an addict anyways?) and instead say that it's just a hobby.

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after a few months/years, i would finally get sick of tetris battle and realise that i haven't really seen my family for a while and/or actually miss my friends. i would like to ask them for dinner but it feels weird because its been so long since i last contacted them. and even if i really had the courage to ask them and they really agreed, it'd be awkward since we've been out of touch for like ever. so in the end, i'm left with no one but my computer and tetris battle.

so should i continue playing tetris battle and wait till the day when the saying "i'm all alone in this world" comes true?


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