emo ttm! ):

today was the earliest day i reached home since i started working and guess what time it was? 7:46pm! ): haish initially i planned to go jogging after dinner, but after i was dismissed, i was so tired that i could hardly even walk and i swear i would have immediately fainted if i ran, so i totally scrapped the idea of going jogging. now i know how hard it is to have work-life balance especially when you work in the finance sector, oh, in any industry! >.<

today was a really bad day for various reasons:

(1) i was sms-ing my friends at work while doing some random things on facebook when i heard a strange voice behind my back, "where's ____?" (___ is my supervisor's name) and when i turned back, i totally freaked out upon realising that that person was the see-ee-oh of the company i am working for!!! i couldn't respond quickly enough to hide my phone/ open some annual reports to read/ close facebook. hicks but i guess my supervisor was in a worse situation than me since he was on a conference call with his london colleagues and they were totally discussing abt some europe road trip! :D haha but seriously, all my colleagues would never expect the see-ee-oh to come all the way down to my floor just to look for someone. some of them even went like, "who was that? he looks familiar!"

(2) trust me, i am really very responsive and my reaction time is usually measured in nanoseconds. however, i couldn't close facebook fast enough in the above-mentioned incident because the stupid laptop totally hung!!! for the whole of today, it kept hanging dont know how many thousand times and every time that happened, it would last for at least half an hour, which made me so frustrated that i couldn't just sit there and wait for it to respond but instead, had to walk in and out of the office so make time to pass by faster. the worst thing is that when i came back, the stupid machine still didn't respond which made me swear at it which was heard by my colleague who probably thinks that i'm a bad and vulgar little girl now! argh honestly, what's the point of having the fastest trading engine when your computers hang every minute?

(3) i want to continue watching coffee prince to relieve my emo-ness but i can't find a single website to watch it. mysoju is totally not loading and dramacrazy doesn't have the links anymore while youtube has never had any video uploaded! ):

haish seriously my life now is the saddest and most boring ever known. i think working makes me emo, i just want to study for exams right now!