goodbyes!

if i ever ask me what i hate the most, i will definitely say 'goodbyes' (at least for now). being the excessively sentimental soul that i am, you should know by now that i often have too much affection to the people i've been with for a relatively long time and also attach too much emotions to the things i've had for a relatively long time and the places i've stayed in for a relatively long time. that's why i also find it extremely difficult, sometimes almost impossible, to bid farewell to these people/things/places who/which have somehow become a part of me. hence, i am always reluctant to make new friends, throw away old things (this is an exceptional case because i still buy a lot of new things haha) and move from one place to another.

that being said, some things are just inevitable and at times i don't really have a choice as we don't always get what we want in life. and how i arrived at this stage is my own fault. i have to be responsible for my decisions, though i'm regretting it every minute now. well, but i guess life moves on right?