out of the hundreds of friends you have on facebook, how many do you actually interact with? out of the smaller hundreds of friends you interact with on facebook, how many are actually your friends in real life? out of the dozens of friends you have in real life, how many do you actually feel so comfortable with that you can tell them everything and anything? well, i'm not sure about you, but personally i don't seem to have shown my true colours to that many of my friends. if i really have to give an exact figure, it might just be ONE.
over the last week, my friends have been really surprised that i seem to be so strong and take it pretty well. i'm cool i know! i have no idea since when its been this way, but i just have my way of appearing cheerful and carefree even during the worst of the worst. putting on a mask over my emotions is no longer a difficult task but sometimes, i do wonder whether this is the best way to deal with things. believe me, it's not like i don't trust the people who care for me or anything, but i just don't want them to worry about me. hmm i guess i have to take the glory/blame for my decisions and no one else should be responsible for them. having said that, it's still hard on me on occasions when i really miss and need my best friend who's no longer by my side. arghhhhhhhhhh pea be strong! yes life moves on and time will heal all wounds!
oh and on a side note, this place has been really dark and gloomy lately, i need to brighten it up!
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